It is so difficult to change the past. Also, It is impossible to change our destiny too!
Time to RESTART… It might be the most overwhelming change that you will experience, you might even feel not good enough and left behind… The fear, uncertainty, and self-doubt will cripple you but that is when you get to stand up, slow and steady, and RESTART.
Almost three decades old, yet I feel left behind, brutally bashed down and conquered by life and many, but I was raised by a strong woman who never gave up. Forget giving up, she didn’t even let anyone know what she was going through- all we saw was the ever-charismatic smile and elegance. Hence, RESTARTING it all from scratch with a lot of stares and judgments.
Making a fresh start isn’t easy; the dread of failure can be terrifying. Consider facing the darkest days and deciding, “I won’t give up.” It’s difficult. Doubt sneaks in, telling you to give up in the face of uncertainty.
However, true courage comes from understanding that failure is not the destination, but rather a means to learn and grow. Choosing to bounce back in the face of fear shows resilience. It sends a strong message that past falls will not define the future, and that sad times will not diminish the possibility of happier days.
Yes, people might stare, comment, or judge, but keep going. The restart is a personal journey for self-growth, a commitment to not be defined by the past.
So, as you progress, acknowledge your fear, face your uncertainty, and keep rising. Restarting isn’t a one-time event; it’s a daily decision to overcome difficulties and create a better future. Finally, the will to never give up prevails over the fear of failing, resulting in a future full of strength and perseverance.
“Taking a step back, maybe a step or a two. Judgements around, isn’t this a fallback for you? You could have done better!! SIGH!! Well, they can judge but they can never know the journey. Still, in darkness and grief, it’s a part of me now and I promise no one will know about it as the facade of a smile and daily mundane will do a good job. Well, for now, let’s RESTART!”-RVA
