20th May, 2023…. The start of my Firsts which led to my CHERISHED LASTS….
Many a time, we humans think we have it all in our control. We are making future plans, having those big dreams, and loving our lives to bits. Well, planning is very normal but we humans have no idea when a moment might come which will turn our lives upside down, which will change the person we are.
From living a very content life where everything was going as per plan with little to minor hiccups to living the DARKEST DAY of my life, nothing is the same, nothing will be the same.
I RELIVE 20th May 2023 every day, actually no, I RELIVE my golden period of being happy for the very last time- CIRCA- 20th May-27th MAY, 2023, As without any knowledge I was living it all and destiny had started counting the days backward.
The first of the last HUG, the first of the last unconditional care and undivided attention, It was my first of my forever last..
I realized the value of memories and love when I lost it all and couldn’t do anything, the most HELPLESS Feeling ever… Cherishing those days, reliving them again and again with the hope that it will all happen again, but with full awareness of the reality- That my happy days were done with and my present is my now my CHERISHED ECHOES <3
“I have come to terms with my reality but it feels like everyone around me hasn’t. They say they love me and they even say that I am stupid to be so emotional. They say they care for me and even say they couldn’t be with me at my lowest because they are practical. They say take your time and then judge me for not moving on. They say everything and I listen. They say it all and SHE did everything in reality without saying anything at all”- RVA.
