This a phrase we all have heard at least once in our lifetime and surely, it kept us motivated- When life gives you lemons, make lemonade. Ever experienced the flip side of it? When life squeezes you hard like a lemon, How are you supposed to make lemonade then? When SURVIVAL is the biggest task reality is the biggest nightmare.
Hi, I am Richa Vinita Arora, a carefree, lively, and chirpy girl ( All in the past tense now). Since the time pandemic hit us all, I have experienced personal pandemics year after year. The lively and chirpy girl is a suicide survivor now, overcame depression and PTSD once and is now pulled into the darkness again, and is living the darkest phase of her life right now.
Everything said and done, in these 4 years I survived, lived fairly well, and enjoyed my bit too only to come face to face with my biggest loss, to see my soul crumble and die bit by bit every day.
My head is bursting, there’s a deep pit in my stomach, sleep deprived, and my head is full of thoughts that are making me insane and crazy. Hence, here I am, sharing my ups and very very lows in the hope to recover, heal and maybe, help those in need.
Until then, sailing through the darkest phase.
Richa Vinita Arora.
